As usual, the weekly feeling of dread is upon me whereby I'm more or less FORCED to go to richard's tomorrow night to watch some dvds, and FORCED to phone him to let him know when I'll be over. How about "I don't want to leave my flat thanks, bye". Could any phone call or sentiment ever be fucking simpler ?? This however is not a permitted option. As usual I just cannot fucking win. If I phone and say I don't feel like coming out "WHY", then the usual whine whine whine in my earhole. If I don't phone at all purely to avoid this I'll get it just as bad for not phoning. WTF !!!!